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Life is not always easy;
the path often seems obscured;
worry and doubt seem only too real.
Where can I find strength and courage
but in the calm resolve that comes from seeking Thee!
Be a refuge to me
from the harsh demands of the world,
from the strife
and vexations
that weigh on me.
Deliver me, O Lord,
from the oppression of selfish thoughts
and moods.
Help me to escape
from vain imaginings and delusions
which have too much power over me.
Let me learn to quiet my soul
that I may truly find rest in Thee.
May I retreat only so that I may better move forward again.
May I who have tasted bitter dregs
use my new awareness of life
to learn humility and thankfulness.
I pray to be given the strength of spirit
to accept that which cannot be altered,
and go forth to do my utmost to develop,
to help in that which can become a ground for achievement.
Then will I have learned
to turn defeat into victory.
Then with the help of Thy guiding spirit
will I be able to express the best that is within me,
in light and in hope.
Amen.
“A Prayer for the Despondent” by Rabbi Morrison David Bial was first published in his anthology, An Offering of Prayer (1962), p. 45, from where this prayer was transcribed.
Born in New York in 1917, Morrison David Bial studied at Princeton Theological Seminary, served as a chaplain at Mitchell Field during World War II, and was ordained from the Jewish Institute of Religion in 1945. Rabbi Bial spoke from pulpits in the United States as well as in Dublin, Glasgow, and London. He led a number of tours to Israel, and published thirteen books, including The Rabbi’s Bible: Torah and The Rabbi’s Bible: Prophets (began in 1966, co-authored with Solomon Simon), Liberal Judaism at Home: the Practices of Modern Reform Judaism (1971), and Your Jewish Child (1978). Rabbi Bial spent over thirty years serving Temple Sinai in Summit, New Jersey, from 1953 until he became Rabbi Emeritus in 1985. From 1985–1995, Rabbi Bial joined Temple Beth Shalom in Ocala, Florida, revitalizing its interfaith movement, and served as Rabbi Emeritus until his death in 2004.
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